I don't want to be dead.
I want to not have to lie about how my day went...
Dead and Gone
So here I sit...
A deep slash on each damned wrist,
And a hurricane of thoughts...
I never will understand
why the evil monster...
Tears Flow freely now
into a reflective pool...
87 days
2088 hours...
Some old men over the hill
tend to be hateful and ill...
I lost a very special best friend when I was 7...
This life is so dull
So I'm asking you please...
I wish I could hold him,
Find out what he was like...
There you stand, your arms spread wide,
Giggling in the faded sun...
It was on the second day of this new year when...
but there was a mistake that caused a fire down...