Why won't you let me be?
It's not that you care...
Deep down inside I'm scared to death,
That the tears wont stop...
I loved you so much
Our feelings seemed to touch...
A father like no other
A friend one would die for...
She cries out every night
As her blood bleeds through...
No one will ever get this
no one will understand...
All of my dreams are coming true
But never the ones I wanted...
One cut, two cuts
three cuts, four...
Once again I'm choking on tears
Reality hits and I'm facing fears...
Everyday I write on the paper
Clean white with blue lines...
I reach out for you
God dammit I need you...
I hate the world
for laughing at me...