I'm breathing heavily
as I'm sitting in this tight spaced room...
Breathing down my neck
he calls my name...
Tears fall hopelessly from my intense blue eyes
As I recall, the tender soul that love forever...
- "I know this is not the right way
but you have to know...
She writes in her diary
Blood drops stain the page...
I walk into the bathroom
close the door tightly behind me...
Why is it that I always look to death
As if it is the only answer...
How do you put
Death into words...
The adrenaline rush of it all
Because you know mom and dad are across the hall...
Please give me a reason
Already screaming out...
Pitch tar black night.
Sharp cold winds blow...
One day I'm going to get tired,
Of this plain old life...