---> dear diary,
its about 10:30 p.m. and i just loaded myself with...
It’s funny how you remember,
Remember all the things...
Three vertical cuts bleed down my wrist
All these sleepless nights I'll never miss...
These feeling are to much to
Bear...
Engrave your art into my skin
Make sure I'll never breathe this sin...
If tonight was our last night
Would you be mad at me tomorrow...
I make red lines,
like the one's of my paintings of you...
A picture of you is all i have left
and a memory of you is all i have kept...
You used to call me dolly
as i ran through your door...
Moments fleeting as
they grasp at hope...
Crying in bed it is half past one.
My mind is racing the fight has begun...
I can't hold on much longer.
Life is harder now, I need to be stronger...