Sitting in an empty room
awaiting my certain doom...
Healed or broken
love or hate...
I cant stand this anymore
the pain I'm feeling...
We shared a few laughs...
Knowing it was our last...
Here I am
Staring at my window...
My name is Nate
and I have story to tell...
My heart is full of pain,
so much shame, no energy to complain...
Just another day
but my mind...
Happy children play in the field firecrackers a...
Roses are red,
Violets are blue...
On this day, July 17, 2007,
my heart died on its way to true love's heaven...
My world keeps turning
This hurt keeps burning...