Always questioning your life...
but seem so happy all the time...
It's hard to believe how much of my life
I've spent praying and wishing for death...
Itsz been 5 monthsz of your deathh andd itsz dhaa...
Youhh were myy everyythinqq, myy first lovee andd...
Youhh can sheadd tearsz dat he isz qonee
or youhh can smilee becausee he livedd...
Today you told me that you wanted to commit...
I made you promise me you wouldn't do anything...
Delicate misery,
in a familys heart...
I'm standing alone,
with hurt in my eyes...
I wake and feel nothing
I shower and feel nothing...
One day,
death will overcome me...
Breaking through the darkness I see no light,
I am in a dark and mysterious night...
It wasn't very long ago that you have passed away...
I'll be seeing you up there one day pappy, &...
Just listen ;
do you even understand? do you even know what I'm...