She lays there,
her skin as pale...
As i lay in the bed all night
wondering if everything will be alright...
I cant see you in this pain
I cant see you without a smile on your face...
My heart is filled with anger and pain
can you take it away...
Here I am laying on the ground
trying to find the strength I once found...
The pills
the knife...
Suicidal and runaway
just like in her dream...
The tears that doesnt fall from your eyes
Will forever crawl and destroy inside...
Clenching to the ardent chains of fire
as the throbbing agony in her eyes evoked...
So many thoughts that run through my head,
so many of them got me wishing i was dead...
The mistress of emotion swirls in patterns in my...
A knife stabs at my beating heart every single...
Blinded down by thy chains,
Logical reason gone astray...