Why did u die with out me father
U don't care about me no more...
As I walked into the backyard to find my son,
I wondered how I could ever explain it to him...
As I watched from across the bar,
I could see her pain and emptiness within...
(Stanzas in [] refer to the son and those without...
A noise from downstairs...
They say keep your chin up,
they say hold your head high...
Flicker the candle light goes
As the flame licks the wicks toes...
He whispers haunting words in my ear.
and i smile...
I climbed up to the roof to see if I could try.
I looked in the mirror and said...
I regret those words I told you.
The day before you died...
The girl and her veil
lowered slowly to rest...
Anticipation...Building,increasing...expanding...
Waiting,waiting...
At gate of heaven, there I stand
with deeds engraved upon my hand...