This feeling has been long suppressed
anger, and fear all locked away...
-Written from my heart,yea some stanzas are...
Five years ago...
Because of you
My life is hell...
I drifted in and out
Leaving people, leaving my place...
Days after your death,
A calming presence overcomes me...
My Biggest Fear,
happened about five years ago...
Desire stirs on the horizon
Rising like a black sun...
My moms funeral,
a beautiful memory of her life...
Oh, how I am missing you,
You're beautiful brown hair and eyes...
Ryan my sweet your great uncle took your life
A broken bottle to you throat...
What the .... is going on?
in the space of a year...
In my sleep
I sometimes weep...