I cry in the middle of the night, so nobody hears
I smile during the day, so nobody sees...
Depression..
it chokes me...
Waking up into a nightmare
where the lies are told and the truth is silenced...
I wasn't planned
Always to be the mistake...
Not quite picture perfect, not so pretty inside.
Still not completely smiling, still kinda lying...
This girl had everything she could ever want,
A nice house and great family but inside she...
I can barely hold my eyes open.
Coffee and energy drinks...
When words became screams
And actions turned into fights...
Harsh words & violent blows
Hidden secrets nobody knows...
I have something on my mind. Something i need to...
Just walk away.
Please, before I fall to hard...
All these years,
And still I'm fighting back these f**king tears...