She talks and talks yet they dont hear a word,
They never know shes near...
Choking on words
Don't feel enough to push sound through my throat...
If I threw up confetti
and pushed together the scraps to make...
The words, they taste like cough syrup
so you take them with a grain of salt...
I am afraid and alone.
I overreact and cry easily...
What I almost did today,
Hurt me deep inside...
No one cares about me
No one loves me...
This constant upset
I can't get it to go away...
Not exactly wanted,
Not exactly free...
These physical scars are what I come to see...
And it hurts...
I'm trapped
i can't escape...
Things linger on,
Just like yesterday's rain...