Nobody ever notices the hurt that I feel.
I guess it's my fault 'cuz I hide behind a smile...
Here I am, while time keeps fleeting
Waiting, as he could be cheating...
Tears don't make the pain go away
So suck it up and bottle it in...
Feeling cold
when i am hot...
The bridge glisten of specked gold,
Light shone through every crack and crevice...
Im sort of surprised
I picked up the pen...
Pain... Tension... Fatigue...
Depression...
And the feeling of being alone
Whats the use of being perfect...
In this cold dark world
a boy with eyes black and gold...
Turn the page
the journal lies...
I'm kind of just sick of everything,
Sick of what they all say...
His mother 'll yell
his father 'll drink...