Loved ones scatter like petals from a flower
Like a forgotten memory slowly fades...
2010.
In despair loneliness is my abode...
I live in this life but I'm not of it
Everything I see sees me not...
Seeing all the weary faces,
all the teary eyes...
I feel like a prisoner inside my own head, who is...
I feel, just as the seasons change, and fall turns...
Going around with the flow
time has faded...
Spitting vomit into the toilet bowl
Oh, I've got a feeling that I'll never be whole...
My Suicide Letter
To everyone that never understood...
Forgotten and never remembered;
lost and never found...
When pain has cracked the heart of glass,
So many things may come to pass...
How can I be loved
when I can not love myself...
You don't know how much it takes,
to kick a can down the road...