I have this little voice in my head
one disconeecting me from this world...
It started with just one
it ended up in a handfull...
What i pretend to be is how i wish i could feel
with this smile on my face thats so unreal...
The smoke fills my lungs,
The alcohol impairs my judgement...
The tears i daren't show,
in the razor they now glow...
I can't count how many nights,
I have spent awake...
Faith is hard to continue
When you suffer unspeakable pain...
Oh nameless shadow
Why must you cry...
My dreams have been shattered just as I have been...
It's a feeling of something lost slipped away...
As I hit myself again, I tell myself I'm...
I tell myself I'm weak and naive, that I deserve...
Shackles of dusk grasp me
Twilight consumes my every move...
I need and want to cry, but I can't. I don't know...