I feel it around my body
It's squeezing the air out of me...
Help me
Help me when no one else wants to...
I'm sat beside my window looking at the rain...
Hopelessly...
Get out of my head
Get out of my head...
Is there even a point to anything?
We all do the same thing, day by day...
I can't breathe
I feel cold...
I'm sitting alone in my room
I can't talk to anyone...
I see nothing but darkness
I look around, darkness...
Counting again - dammit:
steps, calories, lights, days...
last night i cried myself to sleep
as tears soaked my pillow top...
I've learned...
What you know of me
is a layer of paint on a canvas...