The loudest sound,
You'll never hear...
Tell me I'm beautiful
That the sun shines from within me...
What do you see when you look at me?
My eyes, the brown and green blending together...
I am a burden
To you and to me...
These thoughts don't stop
When I'm loved or hated...
I must not love him
If he can let me go...
Someday... I hope to find myself in the mirror.
I hope to see the world a bit clearer and maybe...
They say the walls have ears but, do they listen?
Again I count my fears...
My soul is begging for home.
A distant reality...
The breaking and cracking womb of my stillness,
with the white clouds of invisible shadows...
Tactility is nearly lost; exploring this wall
this plain white wall where hangers once pierced...
†††
She was broken and no one could fix her...