I am a burden
To you and to me...
These thoughts don't stop
When I'm loved or hated...
I must not love him
If he can let me go...
Someday... I hope to find myself in the mirror.
I hope to see the world a bit clearer and maybe...
They say the walls have ears but, do they listen?
Again I count my fears...
My soul is begging for home.
A distant reality...
The breaking and cracking womb of my stillness,
with the white clouds of invisible shadows...
Tactility is nearly lost; exploring this wall
this plain white wall where hangers once pierced...
†††
She was broken and no one could fix her...
No matter what you do
Mental illness is constant...
I am not what I seem
So please don't believe me...
The girl inside the lady.
For each day she cries so silently...