Petrified, awakened
in the middle of the night...
Death
I call for it...
You can't see the rose that used to be.
You can't see beyond the mystery that is now me...
You were none existent
Not among the living...
Alone, Isolated and scared
The fear we felt...
Drink till you feel you made the right choice
Drink till you can't feel...
Caught in the chaos of that biological pump.
hollow eyes carry no sense of space or time...
I grew up in the shadows
never noticed, never cared for...
I'm not sure how I got here
thoughts bouncing around in my head...
(Crying)
Why do you come at the time I'm supposed to sleep...
Sometimes I wish I could just melt away,
Left in silence to my own decay...
I'm lost
Behind the pictures of the smiles...