Downed by a single shot of fear,
You fall depraved through the yesteryear...
Broken paths litter the way
to this nirvana, once believed...
By myself
on an empty shelf...
Surrounded in a vortex of despair and hate
The soul starts to wither , tear , and break...
Driving a dagger through my heart
That's the feeling at the start...
I know the knife
and the knife knows me...
Another cut,
another tear...
My scars are hidden,
my tears are hidden...
I'm broken,
i don't feel anything...
My demons choke me at night
(help me please, god...
Am i pretty now,
with the dyed hair...
Alcohol what did you do with my mum???
I don't know this person that I use to call mum...