Standing on the edge of the concrete bridge
I look down towards the icy cold water below...
You are my worst enemy
A lost and forgotten soul...
I sailed and I sailed
Until I finally caved...
Scratch paper served its purpose
Merely her faithful home to lie down...
Existence becomes survival,
living becomes a dream...
Without a doubt, without a care,
I sit and watch, a blindfolded stare...
When I was younger I would chase shadows
I was always in search of a darkness...
Exploding memories blurred her vision
as forgotten tears explored her cheeks...
A crack in the winter sky
lets the rain pour down...
She hides a pain, deep inside.
No one knows her desire to die...
I'm sorry I'm mean
I'm sorry I'm loud...
Will you understand
Or will you see...