Sitting in the hallow
Watching it all fade away...
Another sombre breath escapes your swollen lungs...
I sat there and shook,
No one there to see...
I hate the way i look,i talk,and my habits. even...
Glass walls around me shatter.
All the things before, no longer matter...
I see you with him,
If only I was him...
My body has never felt so sore and used up before.
It hurts to sleep, to sit, to breathe...
I hate the way that we left it,
But now i do understand; you were to good for this...
I just want to see my baby,
Instead of dodging bullets daily...
For my Mother, 2013
Let me tell the world that it was not you who...
4-27-2012
Stored in several boxes...
I stare at the mirror
And watch myself tremble...