Sittin here , with a hand full of Xanax
Not fully aware about just what im bout to do...
Have you ever been depressed?
contemplated the end...
People are blind
and naive...
Sitting in the hallow
Watching it all fade away...
Another sombre breath escapes your swollen lungs...
I sat there and shook,
No one there to see...
I hate the way i look,i talk,and my habits. even...
Glass walls around me shatter.
All the things before, no longer matter...
I see you with him,
If only I was him...
My body has never felt so sore and used up before.
It hurts to sleep, to sit, to breathe...
I hate the way that we left it,
But now i do understand; you were to good for this...
I just want to see my baby,
Instead of dodging bullets daily...