Crawling thoughts of suicide go round and round...
These thoughts I thought I left behind surface up...
There's a girl
that you would never notice...
"You're disgusting," says her reflection
As she stares at her own face...
Look into my eyes
And see through my disguise...
When your eyes behold not what do you see
there I know you are miserable like me...
When I look in the mirror, I hate what I see.
I try, but I cant forgive me...
Kinda happy,
Kinda sad...
Smiles fade away with each minute
Breaking the spirit I forced into each word...
Have you ever felt
Like whenever someone...
Write about what you know, they said.
It makes your writing more emotional, they said...
She cries and cries; she tries,
But she can't stop her sobbing eyes...
Your words mean nothing when my blades deep into...