What am I?
A learned fool...
I used to have such a miserable life
One I solved by using a knife...
I always have tears in my eyes
Because no one hears my silent cries...
Slowly sinking deeper in
make me scream the blood flowing...
When I was younger I did not think a person like...
I would never let you back in my life...
I'm sorry that I take everything out on you
I'm sorry that I keep hurting you...
I burn to release,
send cigarette tips moving...
A dark or melancholy tone
From a bright eyed girl fighting all alone...
That place, I finally reached it,
Rock bottom, nothing beneath it...
Will my sorrow ever go away?
Or here in my heart will it stay...
Numbness spreads across my brittle bones,
Under my pale skin and into my broken heart...
Tired of bieng beat
tired of bieng hated...