I feel really down
my head is spinning around...
It is always the same,
in the very end...
The suffocating sky upon my skin
in heavy sheets of satin, locks me in...
Don't be mad at me when I lie to youÂ
Tell you I'm okay...
I see you
You're hurting...
What did I do for you to hurt me like this?
I can't believe the way you broke me down...
You said that we would always survive,
that there was no distance which could damage our...
Darkness failed me.
I made myself blind...
Deadly serious,
Quiet reflection...
Eager excitement
as I receive a letter...
I'm afraid to feel
I'm afraid to fall...
Amongst the shadows of words,
I'm tired of holding back...