I just wanted to be free
Free from the indirect hurt...
My weeping heart
When I looked at her face it was pale white and...
Drunk, cold, lost.
I've got tears to cry...
I'm not as happy as you think I am,
the smile you see is just a blank...
Hurt? Hell yesss i'm hurt!
Nope, i'm not heartbroken...
The burning pain inside my gut,
the tearing away of my skin...
Life is about finding your sun-
finding your happiness...
I am the Magician,
Performer of cheap tricks...
Every day, I see the same old faces
Walk down the same paths and hallways...
I was born with no anger
No depression under...
I feel them crawling in my flesh with every breath...
I feel them engross my brain, now in a lot of...
On this day,
blood was shared...