Pain.
Pain...
Ode to all I used to be
Since has departed from me...
Hey you, yeah you, that kid over there!
You look pretty normal to me...
Sweats and tears are not remembered
Exile that swallowed our brothers and sisters...
She hates herself today
More than yesterday...
My friends are candles
Standing vigil around my bed...
My eyes were pleading
for something to grab onto...
Physical pain
Internal hurt, sadness, and despair...
Here I stand once again
Thinking what to do...
Sick of eating. Sick of not eating. Sick of not...
I haven't slept since Thursday
and I'm drowning in my bed...
Somebody save me before I drown, in the bed of...
My heart is like ice, and my soul is pure black...