I carefully sweep up
the tiny jagged shards...
Going back to the same old place
a year older but it hasn't changed...
Laugh in my face
call me a disgrace...
I'm choking on my words
I have no one left...
As I sit and stare at you,
I now realize I have to get through...
~** its good! **~
I used to be happy...
I don't remember a time I was happy
I don't remember a time I didn't fake a smile...
No point trying to fix me,
When I'm shattered beyond repair...
If you are thinking about killing yourself at this...
That said, please read my poem now...
I look in the mirror and i ashamed,
and i am the one to be blamed...
These tears can swim me away from here
These fears make me squirm in this chair...
I'm such a mistake
i do everything wrong...