Everyday you see my smile
{everyday i hurt inside...
Enclosed within mystery, in a slumber, a trance
My eyes wide open flooded without chance...
My eyes flutter open
I'm lying on the floor...
Just because I'm breathing doesn't mean I'm alive...
Just because you see me doesn't mean I'm here...
To write these words
is most painful to me...
Years of fears and tears,
Tears from years of fears...
This is a feeling I can't really explain,
just wishing away all my fears, doubts and pain...
I try and i try
to please everyone...
Death in her thoughts
a smile on her face...
I wish i could tell you a reason
For why i hurt myself...
Mom said he left before i was born
now i don't know him but I'm not torn...
Everyday i look in the mirror
and guess what i see...