The funny thing is..
People think i'm happy...
When these tears fall,
I don't know what to do...
Freefalling; can't get my grip
Can't see the bottom...
It started out perfect
colors filled my days...
Forgotten but not forgiven
I believe there is no escape...
Words I can't express
Thoughts I can't explain...
I lie on my bed,
These thoughts in my head...
So i showed you my arm,
just another act of self harm...
Blood-
filters threw my arms...
Dear Cutter,
I am your escape...
They all Wonder
They all are Staring...
Why shouldn't I give up?
Why shouldn't I die...