Sometimes I wonder
Why I keep going...
I've fooled you all
For so long...
True expression of my inner sorrow
Laying here naked on the shower floor...
My Guardian Angel is standing by
Ready to catch every tear that i cry...
I want to die
I sit, i cry...
What is it that you fear
Something removed...
I wish that I could still feel
That love for life I used to...
I look into
the mirror...
I've been struck with the sudden realization
That I'm never going to live up to your...
I open up the black and silver case,
And take the sharpener out...
I wish people wouldn’t say
That I’ll be alright...
If you loved me
Which I wish you did...