I watched me
Make the same mistakes...
When she stares at me
I become transparent...
Now that I feel
this way, is it okay...
When I need to talk,
I'm not sure where to start...
I dedicate my life to you
And all the pain it brings...
Shame and utter humiliation
Defying ways, unruley nature...
Can’t express these feelings,
It feels so numb...
In the drabbest side
Where no light shines...
I've never been conceited
I've never been the one to judge...
In the beginning
It was just like a hobby...
Drowning in my tears,
Washing away my fears...
No one wanted me
back and forth i went...