F!ck this feeling,
Failure to the core...
I know that you think your depression is special
like you need to be locked away in some shell...
Her tears fall like blood from her wrist
every time the panic hits...
Isolation,
All alone...
Each day I run to my room
Wondering which tool I'll use today...
Where does one begin
When the beginning is unclear...
Everyday Is So Hard Till My Soul Is Lost In Time
You Wouldn't Believe All The Things That Dwell...
Confusion is in my mind
Pain is in my soul...
I'm alone again in the park
lying on a bench in an abandoned park...
Perhaps these unspoken feelings
Are less than brilliantly thought...
Just thirteen I was,
For a moment my life was on pause...
You've gone again,
My smile fades...