Daddy is calling me,
What have I done wrong...
Stop pretending that everything is alright
You are not blind, you are blessed with sight...
Mommy why are you yelling?
Please I'm sorry I'm not perfect...
A black angel I see,
Twisted and tortured just like me...
I sit here...
Trying to get these feelings out...
I asked this teenage boy one day
The reasons why he chose to cut...
Why should I live?
To wear a constant mask...
Don't laugh because I'm different,
Or because I'm not just like you...
I NEED TO TALK...
I know i need to talk...
He pushed me into doing things I’d never done...
He was like a wave, pushing my life into another...
MY PROBLEM (eating disorder)
I'm going to try and explain...
I lie in bed wondering why,
I'm still alive...