I know that you are hurting
but i cant stop the pain...
Confusion
Chaos all around...
For the first time i lay here alone in our bed
without you here to hold my head...
I have cried a thousand times,
Asked why a million more...
Lying there so peaceful
Hands folded across your chest...
Don't say your my friend,
Because everything we once had came to an end...
As I stood in front of his cold grave
Feeling shaky and trying to be brave...
I am just a bully, you don't know what I'd do for...
why do you deserve to be happy? when all i feel is...
Through my eyes I have beaten and abused,
But the worst one was when I was used...
Today I broke down.
I cried nonstop for hours on end...
It was just a party
You said I should go...
You left so sudden,
You left so harsh...