Dear dad,
at times in my heart your name appears. some times...
I keep remembering things
the most random things trigger a surge of...
When your so used to sleeping beside someone and...
then u wake up in the middle of the night alone...
My hearts fallen so far,
Long gone and out of reach...
Today I kneeled beside your grave,
Closed my eyes and tried to pray...
Where is the woman i knew?
The girl who's pain would never brake through...
Raato ko jb khbi uth kr humne dunia ko pukara.
Dur dur tk nai tha koi bhi dilbar hmara...
I am so sorry that I never met you,
There was nothing that I could do...
--------------Grief
-------horrific, repugnant...
The sullen looks filling long corridors
What a tragic day...
I am so tired of being lied to,
and the feeling of loss...
Our son
Our brother...