I feel as though
I'm trapped inside...
Suicide at its best: killed my darling cousin,
my best friend. And here to you, in my own words...
Prayer never answered
Rainbow never blue...
When i see couples, tears start to fall
you just don't know that i love you so much...
I want to let you know that i love you
but ever time i turn around you are smiling...
Pushed himself to the outside
Glas and blood on the floor...
The world and its philosophies,
Slowly destroys and decays...
15 years I've lived my life
15 years you've had control...
Dear whomever will listen,
am i worth it? is the feeling real? do i want to...
Silence breaking fragile hearts,
nobody around to tear apart...
What have we made here?
For ourselves...
The perfect blue
Is not a shade, nor tone...