Relentlessly searching for loopholes of life,
A heartfelt plea to avoid further strife...
How can I tell you what’s brewing inside of my...
When my tongue gets twisted and my words fall...
I hate how when I'm gone,
It's out of sight, out of mind...
Im not taking the blame anymore,
For things that aren't my fault, things that were...
I've been walking tonight,
Through blackened parks with my blackened mind...
Sometimes it can be hard,
But you've got to struggle on...
A room full of people
And yet I feel so alone...
I've spent my whole life feeling worthless,
But now I know that this is what worthless...
It's been almost 6 weeks since I ruined our lives,
Became someone I never thought I could be...
I just fall to pieces,
Yet you think I have it good...
I lay here, naked,
Bedcover down at my feet...
Four walls, closing in,
The ceiling is pushing down...