Its difficult laying in bed.
Remembering his hands around my body...
This smattering of secrets between us
Is gnawing at our burrowed silence...
Mother says
‘You look so tired...
Surrounded in good company, I still feel so alone
Bathed in golden sunshine, in these eyes no light...
I trusted you with a secret,
That brought me horror and shame...
everyone knew
that happy little boy...
i wish i was young
and innocent in the mind...
someone please help me
before i end my life...
My mind wonders to far away places
but I'm still in this room...
All it took was a little spark
To light this fire in my veins...
They are playing the song
that gave us our off-springs...
I beg you to just stay alive
Keep fighting this big fight...