Scratch my back and I will stab you in yours
I want to break the trust that's instilled in me...
I sit here with a blank piece of paper before me
not a single written line to be seen...
The words he said
are stuck in my head...
Waiting for the sun to rise
Wake the night that I despise...
Do you feel better now
To know you put me on the bottom of the ocean...
Shattered hearts and blood red tears
you contemplate your deepest fears...
There is something I want you to know
I have a secret that I keep hidden inside...
I feel like cutting
I want to die...
To never feel the pain again
I must lock half of me away...
If you ever wondered why I ride so fast
It's because they said my luck won't last...
Food, I really hate the stuff
The smell alone makes me sick...
It's not like I am weak
Or that I don't know how to leave...