I can feel myself sinking
back into the mists of sadness...
Why I do this
I do not know...
I wonder as i lay restless in bed
Would i be missed if i were dead...
I always give what i can,
I always try to be a man...
I saw you today
You didn't see me...
Why is it that every time I cry
Something inside of me just dies...
You held onto my hand
And smiled at me so beautifully...
I look in the mirror
disgusted at what i see...
There you go again. Feeding me another lie.
Something to break me down. Make me want to die...
Love hurts
Thats the truth...
Dead inside
Never was alive...
Look into my vacant eyes,
tell me you do not see the misery...