You will never understand how bad you have let me rot in my mind.

The hurt is deeper than any physical pain been I have been rendered.

Screwed up thoughts doesn't mean screw my values

I'm just a lost and lonely girl standing on the crumbling cliffs edge...

Those dreams hijacked your peaceful state of mind, slamming you at 850 rounds per minute, an assault riffle crafted with your name emblazoned on its body.

But those dreams meant nothing, they only meant you were unfit to attempt reality.

All it takes is a beautiful fake smile to make everyone think you're okay...even when your world is falling apart and your life is shattering to broken pieces around you

It will take you more than a heart to live my life.

We can destroy what we have writen, but you can not unwrite it.

The pain you feel in your heart,
of the little tiny cracks,
the burning of the hot tears
scorching down your cheeks,
simply is a nice reminder
that your heart is beating,
you're still alive

Oh Dear God one request either change or take me with you.
God please call me with u.
I really don't want to live like this.
Please help me god.
or give me death.
fed up

Confusion is a darkness you can not escape alone.
~fallen angel