Here I sit in this tiny office,
Alone and bored but always mounds of work to do...
It felt so luxurious.
The spectrum before me...
I visited there today for the first time in over...
And before I knew what was happening I was knelt...
This poem is not based upon
the knowledge I have learned...
I watched a video today,
not a DVD, it was a video...
Being pregnant.
Its the most horrifying but, the most exciting...
My ears are deafened by slurring words
that try to form inside your mouth...
...and
When you suffer a hill...
My time
It's leaking from within me...
I speak Dutch with a Chinese intonation,
Chinese with a Dutch tongue...
Looking up I see nothing but blue
A mysterious landscape painted for view...
I'm stuck in a confliction
I have no passion...