Attempting to dissolve away
I stood outside in the rain...
Lost in thought as I shiver from cold nights
Still trying to wrap my mind around this...
Darkness has fallen as night appears again
Just like before, memories flood in...
Turn my arm to the side
Tell me what you find...
I was a fool to think that you'll change
Knowing you messed up so many times...
Weary from the strain and pressure in my life
I walk with a burden too heavy to bear...
Its been 2 years, since you've been gone
Still i can recall...
Feels like I went through a portal
Went back in time...
I can't imagine my future without you,
I think of all our times together...
Give me reason to hate you,
Because it's too consuming to love you...
Others expect me to hate you,
Because you destroyed my innocent soul...
I always imagined you and i
what it would be like if you were here with me...