If I ever was like the grass as green,
And you, as radiant as the sun...
I watched in ignorance the remains go by
I tried to draw a bridge, a canal, a little door...
Reflecting windows.
Look past the mirror image...
When I eat popcorn,
the kernels stick in my mouth...
Cuddles with my cats
on a freezing winter night...
Why am I always the first to make contact?
Why do I care what people think...
I didn't find the mystical variation of my needs
but still walked past my heartbreaks...
I'm opening up
This feeling is too scary...
This is not a secret nor a story
If it sounds full of lies or old wives tales I'm...
Voices, voices, voices.
I hear them whispering...
I'll answer to any name they wish to call me-
Within a world of voices...
I can't sleep again.
It's already four a.m...