It was so beautiful
the bouquet of emotion...
Oh Ben, where are you now?
I search for you within this site...
On rheumatic finger once slender and lithe,
Pearlescent gem still proudly resides...
she was overwhelming,
so you buried her away...
I never thought I could be
manipulated into anything...
I'd thought of you often,
how gentle your touch...
In the mirror
a place time forgot...
slipping
slipping...
All the truth
is hidden in the moments of a bird silence...
One and zero,
tick and tock...
I'm sorry,
I couldn't keep...
I want to tell her about you,
how you're not the kind of loneliness...