The heart grows heavy,
With tears I'm holding back...
I need to breathe,
I'm suffocating...
Shes happy.
For those couple seconds the blade cuts through...
In loving memory I hold you tight,
Wishing I was there to stop that horrible fight...
They say my scars were merely a phase,
Those idiots think that i am ok...
This is a note I wrote to one of my best friends...
Dear Friend...
They love each other so, but in agony the stay for...
Me and mommy have to wear lots of cloths
daddy beats us all the time...
I didn't see you smile
as you kissed her goodnight...
Screams echo through me
flowers surround me...
Until the day i die know that i will always love...
if i leave this place before you promise me that...
Dreadful is my hollow utopia
and it cries on my shoulders...