If leaving me is what you like best,
why did you have to love me...
Poems are my suicide,
love is my depression...
You're so "secure"
with your life...
Why am I sad, I need to know why,
it's not like I ever told a lie...
Visions encircle my mind
Nightmares haunting my dreams...
And she hurts so very deep inside
Clotting secrets. she tries to hide...
Dear God,
If you can see me...
You feel a veil of dread wash over your body
As the blood spills onto the floor...
A little girl with ten fingers and ten toes was...
She was just like all the others, a innocent...
Lines of faded white
Intertwined with darkened red...
Dear diary,
The past is gone, but the humiliation still...
It seems like just yesterday
we enjoyed life...