It's so quiet and vertigo is setting in
All I want is someone to say something...
Darkened clouds
ready for my last good bye...
Where is the light?
Not sure how much longer this can go on or...
No words this time
no thoughts in my mind...
12:54..A.M
............she withers away...
My mother cried this morning after dawn's birth;
no, it wasn't the crying of tears nor the release...
I want to be heard...
I want to be me...
People are crying.
Children are praying...
If I did it tonight would anyone notice
Would my absence of presence make a difference...
I rail against once thought thoughts
Only to have them creep up on me...
Forbidden within
Lost sight again...
I am running
running faster than a car,train,or jet...