You walk through that door,
Like satan on fire...
I had dreams of a day when I would feel okay
I had hopes that after a while, this pain would go...
Wasting away this life I was given
Each breathe is one I wish I never had...
An isolated child, a ruined woman,
Broken memories of days gone by...
The girl lost her happiness
as tears ran down her pretty face...
Close my eyes, block out the world,
let all my pretenses fall away...
Words that i heard from you
It lingers in my heart and brain...
I cry in the middle of the night, so nobody hears
I smile during the day, so nobody sees...
The sound of your voice
Messages saved on my phone...
Depression..
it chokes me...
So manmy times I've tried
with so many tears I've cried...
I remember as a child, in my bed I would cry,
As such a small child I wanted to die...