I am unwanted,
I hear them whispering about me...
Questions slowly sinking in,
I guess it time to drink again...
I'll sit on this floor
And close my eyes...
Well ofcourse it is exhausting,
the constant smiling, telling nobody...
I turned the light on to keep the darkness away
I keep my eye's closed so i can see the evil...
I think
if...
I smell it in your expression,
I taste it in your body language...
Extreme difficulty comes to vision
when the aura of my love fades...
When I'm gone will you realize what you've done to...
The scars on my wrist screaming my pain...
My world is beautiful..
So beautiful that I get lost in it...
You held me in your arms.
Time stood still...
It doesn't matter how much cinnamon
I sprinkle in the folds of your smile...