What makes you think that it's okay to judge me?
Do you see what your words do to me...
The silence looms around my shaking silhoutte
As I stand, barely, against the wall...
I watched as you walked life's long path
Each step with caution and contemplation...
You buy me new clothes
you buy me jewelry...
I refuse you again, engulfing myself
in dangerous waters void of ocean life...
I dug deep I did
Into a black hole...
The temptation to cut is back again,
I find myself wanting rid of the pain...
No one understands or knows our pain, why do we...
We toss and turn, we can't sleep at night, we...
It's here again
The feeling I know so well...
My walls seem to breathe heavily as I lay curled...
On the black sheets of a cold, unfeeling bed...
As I walked away I felt jaded
My morals and standards had been invaded...
He watched me as I fell into a deep depression.
He was the first to know when I had taken...